Scratch that.

Okay, it's been over a month since I last updated. And WOW, things have changed once again. As of the ninth, Cabinet and I were over. And there's quite the stories and surging feeling, etc etc. But basically, nine days later - the eighteenth (day before my birthday), we got back together. And it was

quite amazing

and extremely happy. And though I was still scared to jump in again, who am I to deny that I my love overpowered that fear? Thus here we are. We've been together over 4 months. And it's amazing. In fact... lets just say this weekend over the four day break - I had a fantabulous time/experience. Oh, and did I mention? My mother went out of town for five days. My sister and I had the house to ourselves.
Minus those we invited over and such.
But that's a side note.

Life is absolutely wonderful right now. Today was the first day back in school/the begininng of the new semester. Exams last week were... icky, but not horrible. I'm thinking that overall I did pretty well. And they only switched two of my classes, but the people! The new classroom I visit! The overall excited feeling of change and adventure, there was so much it was nauseating! But in a good way. Sort of.
I have a feeling things will be growing on me this next week.
Or at least I'm going to hope so. :]

Life is amazing. I love my bf. I love my friends. I love life right now. Hopefully the next time you see me I'll still feel the same.

Bonsoir!

Just kidding.

It's over.

All of it.

I'm iike the bartender. I'm at the bar with her...

Ah, december.

The 5th, soon to be 6th. And so many peoples birthdays are tomorrow. Most important (to me), is Soppapia's bday. She's getting some nice stuff.
:]]]]]

But why else does this day stand out to me? December 6th, in all it's glory?
It's only my three month anniversary.
Three months... only, what? 30 times longer than any other relationship I've ever had?

Yes.

I'm happy and in love.
:]

Okay. So this weekend was amazing.

'nuff said.
but I missed cabinet a lot.
maybe see him tonight?
I'm home from school...
but he may be picking me up from rehearsal.

:]

K so here's the update.

+I went to auditions in band. But I didnt play anything. So now I'm in the retard (instrumental/remedial) band.
+Tonight is the last game of the season. Smack Mac!
+We did it.
We exchanged iloveyous. Though that was actually a bit before this entry. Quite close to the posting of the last one really. And umm. I'm truly and honestly happy.
A couple days ago (the 6th) we had our two month anniversary. Which for me is utterly amazing. This relationship is about twenty times longer than any other one I've ever had.
Oh, but if you want to get technical, yesterday was our 9 weeks.
+Today is also my mother's birthday.
+Last saturday was homecoming. It was a blast!
+Today Tori, Sophia, Melissa, and I are leaving out after the football game to go to the lakehouse. Which we go to every year. And it's mondo fun. And I'm just so excited because I love my friends, and I just really need/want a break. The only bad thing is not getting to see my boyfriend. But it's only for two/three days - right? I should be able to deal - right? :]
+Oh, did I mention? I've got a kidney infection. :/
I'm addicted to coke/caffiene. I don't ingest water. And now I'm being forced to. I can sometimes manage to get people to drink the water they give me in water bottles, etc. Because I really don't want to drink it. But it sucks. For every coke I drink I have to drink three cups of water. Tori has to drink six.
So far, I've drunk two. And by the end of the evening I'll need to have drank 8 and 1/2. -sigh-

I'd rather just get kidney failure.
+What's new with everyone?
+The first performance for Totally Red is this coming wednsday. Pray for the best!
+I saw some lamar kids today. Gosh I love them. I'm a little worried about next years freshman acting class though. :/ But whatever. Who am I to talk (I guess)?
+I should be out of retard band soon. I just need to pass off three things. One of which is a chromatic. (Easy)

Um. What else? I don't know right now. Life's been hectic. Theres a lot of homework/projects/relations to keep up with people.
God I'm glad I get to go away this weekend. It should be nice.
Hopefully something bad doesnt happen and we don't try to kill each other. Unlikely,
but anything's possible.
Especially with a van full of girls.

Scary thought, isn't it? :]

Um.
I love you.
I'll try to update soon.